Escapism

Today i am sitting alone in my office and doing nothing but just going back through my memories, my deeds, my needs, people that came, people that went passed by, people that remained forever with me, some physically some just in memories those cannot be erased.

And then thought about the future how is it going to be. How is it going to be effected by these people and memories and i don't know why feels like starting a fresh new life with no memories of past.I know am being escapist but who is not in this world. Every person it may be any idle that you take. For people who believe in God. He is the biggest escapist of all. Never wants to face human.

Some people adapt there life in a escapist form, some sometimes try to fight it and if failed tries to find a way to escape. And when he is not able to escape he becomes a person who says i have courage to take it on me. Fuck You!! Fuck You!!.

I don't know but writing on this blog this bullshit carp was my way to escape from this boredom of office.