fallen aprt....

Its been a long time span
or it is just that time slowed down
feels like ages has past by
and i have grown older
too much to think about
and so much to be done
all for what and whom
or for the era that's by gone

days looks like weeks
and weeks like months
m still stuck to you
with everything in my front
trying to hold you down
was a mistake
cage with the bars
that were all fake

you say life is all about changes
it changed so fast
couldn't even remember my name
existence has fallen apart

life is life everyone have to live so i think now i will also try to just live till i die physically......

here to there............

today i saw a dream. dreams was about a girl i know her very well but i donno does she knows me or not and i seriously don't give a damn about her. she is one of my batch mate... i m not gonna write about the dream but just wanted to spill things out that how can it be rally possible that all day long i think of someone else but she comes to my dream i know things were never good between us but at least we were friends n i was proud of that but that day i said everything i wanted to n i lost her... i had a feeling that i have already lost her but after that day i know m not able to do much its not m obsessed with her but its like she was one of my small routine that i miss a lot.. it might seem like some bullshit or a guy blabbering without knowing nything n at a point i do feel like that but never able to justify why i feel that why still everything we did are so fresh n are not letting me go...i promised her that everything will be gone n m trying to throe out evrybit of her but m not able to do that.... feel like we will meet someday n everything will be fine till then just keep killing those feelings like u never had ny of them n go on.. keep walking ... keep searching if nyone else is there who will be able to replace her n let u shine.... let u be what u want to be... let u live again....i don't know but i will do try this for her n for me n for goodness of all.... although its not even two its only me as she said....n i think she is right its me who have to walk no one else will.. i will end this little stuff which i started on my dream n ended on someone else..koi nahi