pata nahi

teri ankho main basi hai
jindagi meri
kaise samjhaoon
tujhe kaise main bataaon

ohhh meri dilruba
kaise main bataoon tu hai kya
jindagi tujhpe fida
jaaneja ohhh meri jaaneja..

teri sanse hai ya
hai meri dil ki dhadkan
teri ankhain hai ya
 jindagi ka darpan

ohhh meri dilruba
kaise main bataoon tu hai kya
jindagi tujhpe fida
jaaneja ohhh meri jaaneja..

aaa bhi ja...
ab na sata.

Chali goriya piya ki gali

chali re chali gori
chali tu piya ki gali...

na jane kitne dil tute
na jane kitne diwane lute
par tu na ruki...
tu toh phul ki najuk kali

chali tu chali
chali tu piya ki gali...

kush rehna ai chand sa mukhda
use bana ke rekha dil ka tukda
kisi ki nazar tujhe na lage
rehna tu piya ki gali

chali tu chali 
chali tu piya ki gali...

Another day another life

tomorrow will be better day,
sun will rise again and
there will be light...
life will take
another flight

no destination, no where to land
no one to hold my hand,
nowhere to run and 
no where to hide....
life will be on the better side...

tomorrow will be better day,
sun will rise again and
there will be light...
life will take
another flight

Rahoon ka basera

akele main in andheri rahoon main,
lele tu mujhe apni bahoon main,
bata aye jindagi tu mujhe
le ja rahi hai kahan.....

sab taraf ye kaisa hai andhera,
samjh na aye sam hai ya savera,
kis raah main chaloon
jindagi tu toh hai rahoon ka basera.

is now ka na jane kaun hai kinara,
ik din tu aayegi,
hai yehi jindagi ka asara,
jindagi tu toh hai rahoon ka basera.
jindagi tu toh hai rahoon ka basera

why??

why am i so sad,
is it me or the world around bad,
things i have known,
feelings that i had,
its all gone,

you are sitting nxt to me,
yet so far,
things around so fragile 
as those creepy dreams are

i know you will be gone,
as the winter rain,
making me senseless,
hard to feel the pain

Escapism

Today i am sitting alone in my office and doing nothing but just going back through my memories, my deeds, my needs, people that came, people that went passed by, people that remained forever with me, some physically some just in memories those cannot be erased.

And then thought about the future how is it going to be. How is it going to be effected by these people and memories and i don't know why feels like starting a fresh new life with no memories of past.I know am being escapist but who is not in this world. Every person it may be any idle that you take. For people who believe in God. He is the biggest escapist of all. Never wants to face human.

Some people adapt there life in a escapist form, some sometimes try to fight it and if failed tries to find a way to escape. And when he is not able to escape he becomes a person who says i have courage to take it on me. Fuck You!! Fuck You!!.

I don't know but writing on this blog this bullshit carp was my way to escape from this boredom of office.