here to there............

today i saw a dream. dreams was about a girl i know her very well but i donno does she knows me or not and i seriously don't give a damn about her. she is one of my batch mate... i m not gonna write about the dream but just wanted to spill things out that how can it be rally possible that all day long i think of someone else but she comes to my dream i know things were never good between us but at least we were friends n i was proud of that but that day i said everything i wanted to n i lost her... i had a feeling that i have already lost her but after that day i know m not able to do much its not m obsessed with her but its like she was one of my small routine that i miss a lot.. it might seem like some bullshit or a guy blabbering without knowing nything n at a point i do feel like that but never able to justify why i feel that why still everything we did are so fresh n are not letting me go...i promised her that everything will be gone n m trying to throe out evrybit of her but m not able to do that.... feel like we will meet someday n everything will be fine till then just keep killing those feelings like u never had ny of them n go on.. keep walking ... keep searching if nyone else is there who will be able to replace her n let u shine.... let u be what u want to be... let u live again....i don't know but i will do try this for her n for me n for goodness of all.... although its not even two its only me as she said....n i think she is right its me who have to walk no one else will.. i will end this little stuff which i started on my dream n ended on someone else..koi nahi