night n day

For last few days i have been thinking doing a lots of thinking cause its been more than many times that i have tries quite hard but was unsuccessful in getting what i wanted very badly n that was killing me very badly cause firstly its was my only girl in my life than my exam that bloody DSP, now i know why its is really called as Degree Stopping Paper..n than many thngs which if i write than i will sleep off so leave it ...ohhh what a song m listening to lastfm now n they r paying "morning has broken" by Cat Stevens ...its such a nice song i love it...but leave that. yeah i was taking abt those bloody troubles ..before i use to get drunk n then try to get things off me but i thought m not so old to these things to get trouble out that too again it will come back to haunt me. so i stopped drinking....but yeah i started smoking n doping a bit cause it just lets me relax n makes me more slow to analyze things more clearly n just lye down with my music ... but last two days has been most craziest day. i donno abt other people but what saw was quite socking too me.... let me explain u a bit..day before yesterday while coming back from khokha at around 11 o'clock at night ... it was fog allaround me the visibility was 10 meters for normal eyes without much light but can see the light a bit n again today moring at around 9 o'clock the condition was same n again i was coming after have my morning dose of cigarette... n then i realised some thing that i really wanted to put it here.. even if nobody is going to read it...its like this that that night even it was dark the lights due to street light which were of yellow n bluish white...made the whole place is such aa manner that if u just move around n u can see the light changing from yellow to blue with shades of dark n than blue n white mixed n i was with my friends enjoying that, m not able to explain it properly cause i have never been but still trying that...n same road with same fog was all white due to sun which was hiding way under clouds somewhere...n the whole street was same from one point to another with lots of man walking around to busy to see how beautiful the place is n think abt it... n then i saw two way of life that we can have n that is the whole possibility i found no more....one says that forget about everything n just enjoy the small movement that come in front of u n let it roll bt if u try to know everything around u then it is possibility that u will forget what u r having now n that will be lost like u never had..... n small moment make life more colourful than nything that u can possibly think...its not so easy but do give it a try...for now goodbye.....