pain

i know nothing of what i m writing or i know waht i m writing these r the only two things that can happen. So today i thought that pain ??????where does it comes from n where does it goes to do it exist or its a physical experiance can't it be conqured and if it can be conqured what will happen of a human being because its existence lie in it if it can't feel the pain it can't be called a human,thats what i have heard. But suppose i conqured the pain, then the first thing i m gonna do is test, i can feel the pain or not. if it pass then i m gonna kill myself cause that is the ultimate fear of a human being n since its all because of the pain that u have to go through......so if u r free of pain don't go running aroung n doing stupid things cause after all u have became a robot having no felling of pain n that if u vant feel the oain u can't understand the feeling of love, couse for nything to exist in this world it will have something that balance it so for pain its love that balance's that .. don't believe me remember those days of little kids u get hurt n u'r mom use to take u n hug u proving love n affection that would make u forget abt the pain...........now enough of what i have said goodbye.........